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For #MotherlyStories | “She’s at the bottom of the class. We have our work cut out for us.” This is what I was told by my daughter’s kindergarten teacher. It’s the line I was told one month into the school year, and it’s the story I’ve been telling myself and everyone who would listen for the last five years.


The way my fingers sit on the keyboard after I type that line. How long those words have lived in my body with nowhere to go. The way I couldn’t be convinced otherwise. The way I wanted to find my girl to be brilliant but I was so good at the classroom game myself that I couldn’t see her as anywhere but at the bottom of the class.

A few days ago, I told my story to an older woman who had been the principal of a school for children with dyslexia. She told me her story: “After my daughter’s first test, the tester told me I had a brilliant daughter with learning issues and I said, "I’ve been told I have an average student,” and the tester said, ‘No, you have a brilliant daughter who is doing average work right now.’”

And this woman who now has grey hair had tears in her eyes. Her daughter’s tester was asking her to tell herself a new story about her girl.

Tell yourself a new story. Our first tester told me my almost six-year-old daughter had the mind of a three-year-old. I repeated that line to anyone who would listen to me that year. Bless the people that argued with me: “Nancy, you believe her, don’t you? It’s not true.”

The parents who are asked to have their children repeat kindergarten due to developmental delays lay awake next to their anxious six-year-old who will repeat kindergarten in the fall and wonder when things will get easier. It isn’t until my daughter is about to enter 4th grade that I can see how I fully believed both of these women, a tester and a kindergarten teacher. I thought my girl’s brain would never unstick. That age three might be where she landed forever.

Even as half of me was full of rage that time the kindergarten teacher sat at a meeting with the tutors and announced she wasn’t sure if there was anything going on in my daughter’s brain, the other half of my brain was full of fear. Half of me raised up and said, look, the way my daughter is lost in that book isn’t exhibiting a shut-down brain, her brain is on fire right now. You just can’t really see her!

While the other half of me didn’t think I was mom enough to help unstick my daughter’s brain. Even as I escorted her to six tutoring sessions a week. Even as I watched her turn into a raging tantrum throwing machine when the reading tutoring sessions were too hard. Even as my girl curled into a ball after she yelled and I went over and placed my body around her body. Even as I told her I was there to help her calm down. And she did calm down and she always went back to tutoring and she began to learn those 26 sounds and attached those sounds to 26 letters and bit by bit began to read. I was the one there holding my daughter as she did the hardest thing. Even as half of me raged at the difficulties my girl had to face, I faced them with her.

Even as the remarkable slowly began to happen, though, those old lines still lived in my brain. Even as my daughter caught up and began to read at grade level, I still heard those old voices. Even as my daughter who couldn’t count to 30 in 2nd grade began to count to 100 for fun, the old stories lived on repeat in my brain now and again. Your daughter has the cognitive abilities of a three-year-old even though she is six. Your girl is at the bottom of the class. What does it take to tell myself a new story? What does it take to unclench my teeth and not dread the start of yet another school year?

I watch the ant crawl over the newspaper as I ponder this idea. Does it take ignoring what my latest research for work has told me? The researcher who has studied learning disabilities for more than 40 years told me, “But in grade 4 the curriculum changes and most of the reading is silent rather than oral and the requirements for spelling and expressing ideas in writing sky-rockets.”

But still and yet. Maybe I don’t need to ignore these facts. Maybe I need to be ready for 4th grade to explode my daughter’s brain into new territory. This is the part of the story where I finally believe my daughter can rise to this occasion the way she rose to the occasion of repeating kindergarten and playing catch-up in so many skills. Maybe I need to look at my daughter and see how by the end third grade I no longer had to walk her up to the classroom. After eight months of walking her up the stairs to the second floor and into her classroom, she was the one who initiated the kiss me at the bottom of the stairs routine. She was off on her own during that last month of third grade.

I have to replace the old lines with the new lines. When her voice teacher complimented her on her singing at the June concert by saying, “Thanks for sharing your gift with us,” my daughter replied, “You know, singing is not my only gift.”

I have to finally listen to the girl who is in front of me telling me she is brilliant and there’s no need to rate her based on the other kids in her class. I have to unclench my teeth as I lie in bed at night and wonder about 4th grade. I can’t know what 4th grade will bring. All I can know is this girl who is unfolding like a bright orange California poppy before me, singing her way through the summer months. I’ll remind myself of what I told her last fall when she couldn’t sleep at night. I was so mad at being awoken yet again in the middle of the night. I said to her, “What are you worried about?”

“I’m worried school will get hard again.”

As my open heart clenched hard in pain, I asked my daughter to look at me in the eyes. When her eyes held tight to mine I said, “Oh, but we have dealt with hard before. If it gets hard again, we will just ask for help. We know how to ask for help.”

Asking for help saved us. Learning how to breathe into the hardest moments saved us. As I took deeper breaths on the days my daughter shaped her body into a fetal position I thought to myself, “I am still. I just get to be in the room with her. Be in the room with her now.”

And I was in the room with her and she looked up at me and I repeated the phrase we made up together to help her calm down. “Baby bird,” I said to her, a secret term between us that reminds her of our special bond. And she began breathing deeper and she wiped her tears and she went back to the folding table in the basement room where we did her reading tutoring. And she learned her sounds and her letters and how to put the letters together to make words. And last spring my girl admitted she hardly remembered how hard it was to learn how to read.

All I know for sure is we are in this together and this girl has taught me to drop all my preconceived notions of success. There’s no ladder to climb or no seat at the top to strive for. There’s just moments like last night when her older sister made her start a difficult chapter book and my youngest picked up the book and began to read out loud. Her sister stepped in to help her with the hard words. I sat in the other room and listened. Tell yourself a new story. This is my new story.

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While breastfeeding might seem like a simple task, there are so many pieces to the puzzle aside from your breasts and baby. From securing a good latch, boosting your milk supply and navigating pumping at work or feeding throughout the night, there's a lot that mama has to go through—and a number of products she needs.

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While you're gearing up for (or in the middle of) back to school season, Halloween may seem like it will never get here, but it's only a couple of months away. And if you can barely wait for the leaves to fall and temperatures to drop, Disney and Amazon are here to get you in the spooky spirit.

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Ashley Graham is having a baby! The supermodel recently shared the exciting news on social media — and it didn't take long for her to make an important statement about pregnant bodies.

Ashley shared a beautiful photo featuring something nearly every woman on the planet has: stretch marks. The photo, which features Ashley nude and seemingly unfiltered, is kind of revolutionary—because while it's completely normal for a woman to have stretch marks (especially during pregnancy), we don't often get to see celebrities rocking this reality on magazine covers or even in social media posts.

That's probably why Ashley, who will welcome her firstborn with husband Justin Ervin, is earning so much praise for the photo, which she posted on Instagram. The images shows the model's side with the caption "same same but a little different".

One follower who is loving this real look at a pregnant body? Hillary Scott of Lady Antebellum, who writes "My Lord, THANK YOU for this."

Ashley's post touches another user in an unexpected way: "I'm such a wimp. I'm pregnant, hormonal, and going though so many body changes. This made me tear up. I really needed this today," she writes.

Another user adds: "I showed my husband this photo and he said, 'See! She's just like you' I am almost 21 weeks pregnant and I've been struggling with my changing body. I love how much you embrace it. I've always looked up to you and your confidence. ❤️ Congratulations on your babe!"

Yet another follower adds: "This is what girls need to see. We need this as a reference for real and relatable. Women young and old. Thank you!"

Of course this is social media we're talking about so a few hateful comments make their way into the mix—but Ashley's many advocates shut that down. We have to applaud this stunning mom-to-be for showing the world how pregnancy really changes your body.

Women everywhere can see themselves in this photo of a supermodel (and how often does that happen?). That's powerful stuff—and it just might make it a little bit easier for the rest of us to embrace the changes we see in our own bodies.

One follower sums it all up best, writing: "I CANNOT WAIT for you to be a mother and teach another human being that ALL bodies are beautiful. You're going to be such an amazing mother."

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For a lot of families, summer is a season where rules relax and bedtimes get pushed back a little later than usual. But with school starting, weekday mornings are about to start a lot earlier for many kids, and parents might be wondering how to reset the clock on bedtimes.

According to Terry Cralle, an RN, certified clinical sleep expert and the spokesperson for the Better Sleep Council, a new school year is a good opportunity for families to get a fresh start on sleep routines.

"We have to start with really making sufficient sleep a family priority [and] having some discussions about the importance of sleep with our children," Cralle tells Motherly. "It shouldn't be at bedtime when everyone's cranky and tired. It should be during the day that families really discuss the importance of sleep for all family members."

If you need to have a conversation about getting enough sleep for school, try the following tips from Cralle.

1. Be positive about sleep

Make sure that younger children, especially, understand that sleep is a positive, not negative thing, and don't use the threat of bedtime as punishment.

"What we want to do is, ideally, change how children perceive sleep because children can see sleep as a great big timeout where they're missing out on things," Cralle explains, suggesting that parents instead try to present sleep and bedtime routines as "with positivity and as just a non-negotiable part of our lives."

Cralle wants parents to make sure they're talking with their kids about how a lack of sleep can impact one's mood, health and academic ability. Just as we teach our kids about the importance of eating healthy, we should be teaching them about the importance of sleeping healthy, and from an early age.

2. Empower your children with choices

According to Cralle, it's really important to empower children with choices around bedtime, because the one thing they can't have a choice in is the fact that they do need to go to sleep.

"They're going be more accountable, more responsible, and hopefully, develop good sleep habits and practice good hygiene early in life," if we empower them through simple choices, Cralle suggests.

"So we can say, what pajamas do you want to wear to bed tonight? What book do you want to read? Let them participate. If they can pick out their color of their pillowcase, let them do it. Whatever's age appropriate."

3. Let them do their own bedtime math

Instead of just telling kids when they need to go to bed, involve them in figuring out an appropriate bedtime.

The American Academy of Sleep Medicine lists how much sleep kids need depending on their age. Have them look up how much sleep a kid their age needs, and then show them the National Sleep Foundation's online bedtime calculator. Kids can choose how many hours of sleep they need and when they want to wake up, and it will show them when they need to go to bed.

It's not an arbitrary decision mom and dad made, it's science and math, and you can't argue with that.

4. Add one sleep item to the back-to-school shopping list

Cralle says adding one sleep-related item to the back to school shopping list can really help children understand the importance of sleep as they head back into the classroom. A conversation about how getting a good night's sleep is important for school success, combined with a shopping trip for a new pillowcase or comforter can really help children see sleep as an important priority, and give them something to look forward to using at bedtime.

5. Provide an environment conducive to sleep

When our kids are infants we're really good at setting up rooms that can help them sleep. But as our children age out of cribs and start to accumulate a lot of possessions and playthings, their rooms can become a less ideal sleeping environment.

According to Cralle, it's not uncommon for kids to get up after bedtime and start playing with toys in their room. She recommends removing stimulating toys or storing them in another area of the home, and never putting televisions, tablets or smartphones in a child's room.

6. Enact a media curfew

At least an hour before bedtime, screen time should come to an end and other, more relaxing activities can begin. Cralle says families can designate a certain hour as DEAR (Drop Everything and Read) time, or move from away from brightly lit screens and towards a board games or puzzles, "things to do to get that blue light out of their eyes."

A family-wide media curfew can be a good thing, says Cralle, as it helps parents "walk the walk" when it comes to sleep hygiene. "Don't be looking at your iPad and tell your child to put it away," she explains.

7. Remember: It's never too late for good sleep habits.

According to Cralle, age 3 is the ideal time to start reinforcing the importance of sleep for a child's health, but older kids and even mom and dad can reverse bad bedtime habits if the whole family buys in. That may mean curtailing your kids' (and your own) caffeine consumption, says Cralle.

"We're seeing younger and younger age groups of school children walking around with their Starbucks cups, with coffee, late in the afternoon," says Cralle, who thinks a lot of parents just don't have good information on how caffeine consumption can impact sleep—for our kids and ourselves.

She recommends limiting the number of caffeinated beverages available in the house if you've got tweens and teens at home, and watching your own consumption as well.

"We have to say 'Here's how we're all going to approach it.' It's sort of like seat belts with children, we never would buckle them in and get into the car, and not do it ourselves."

This may be the season to tweak your own sleep habits mama. Here's to a well-rested September.

[Correction: August 24, 2018: The sleep calculator was created by the National Sleep Foundation, not the Better Sleep Council.]

[A version of this post was originally published August 23, 2018. It has been updated.]

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Finding out that you are having multiples is always a surprise, but finding out that you're in labor with triplets when you didn't even know you were pregnant, well that's the mother of all surprises.

It happened to Dannette Glitz of South Dakota on August 10. The Associated Press reports she had no idea she was pregnant and thought the pain she was experiencing was kidney stones.

"I never felt movement, I never got morning sickness, nothing!" Glitz explains in a social media post.

"Well this was a huge shock"

When Glitz posted photos of her triplets to her Facebook page last week one of her friends was confused. "What? You really had triplets?" they asked.

Glitz (who has two older children) started getting pain in her back and sides in the days before the birth, but it felt like the kidney stones she had previously experienced so she brushed it off. Eventually, she was in so much pain all she could do was lay in bed and cry.

"It hurt to move and even breath[e]," she wrote, explaining that she decided to go to an Urgent Care clinic, "thinking I'm going to have to have surgery to break the stones up."

A pregnancy test at Urgent Care revealed Glitz was pregnant—that was the first surprise. The second surprise happened when a heart monitor revealed the possibility of twins.

'I need another blanket, there's a third'

Glitz was transferred to a regional hospital in Spearfish, South Dakota. "And in about 2 hours they confirmed twins as there was 2 heart beats," she writes.

Glitz was 34 weeks along and four centimeters dilated. She was transferred again, rushed by ambulance to the hospital in Rapid City and prepped for a C-section. When the C-section was happening she heard the doctor announce that Baby A was a boy and Baby B was a girl.

"Then [the doctor] yells 'I need another blanket, there's a third' ....I ended up having triplets, 1 boy [and] 2 girls," Glitz writes.

Glitz and her husband Austin named their surprise children Blaze, Gypsy and Nikki and each of the trio weighed about 4 pounds at birth. Because the couple's older children are school-aged, they didn't have any baby stuff at home. Friends quickly rallied, raising over $2,000 via a Facebook fundraiser to help the family with unexpected expenses.

A family of seven 

The family is getting used to their new normal and is so thankful for the community support and donations. "It's amazing in a small town how many people will come together for stuff that's not expected," Glitz told KOTA TV.

Her oldest, 10-year-old Ronnie, is pretty happy about a trio of siblings showing up suddenly.

"One time I seen a shooting star and I wished for a baby brother, and I wished for like two sisters for my little sister because she always wanted a little sister, I knew this day was always going to come," Ronnie told TV reporters.

Ronnie may not have been surprised, but everyone else in this story certainly was.

Congratulations to Danette and her family! You've got this, mama.

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