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I cry happy tears every time I see a baby born. Whether I’m lucky enough to witness a family member giving birth or seeing a complete stranger have a baby on TV, the process gets me every single time. If someone writes about their birth story, it's an absolute must-read for me (and I will cry at those too). I've always been a baby person -- I’m drawn to them like moths to a flame -- so it's no surprise that their entrance into the world would be so moving to me. I have been there for the birth of one of my nephews and two of my nieces and, of course, the birth of my own two little ones. Each one has been so unique and fascinating.


I think my fascination is in the myriad of ways a baby can come into this world, and how this experience creates an instant connection between moms regardless of the way their baby was delivered. We all have similar physiological and psychological experiences during pregnancy and birthing – pain, fear, trepidation, joy, relief – but then each of us has to decide which ways we choose to cope and maneuver through the actual labor and delivery process.

For me, that process was well thought out before the arrival of my first baby. When I was pregnant, I fully anticipated having a natural birth. (And I'm just going to cut to the chase and tell you that I had the exact opposite of a natural birth). I wanted to have a natural, non-medicated birth because it seemed like the simplest route, and I just don't like to complicate things unnecessarily. As I researched childbirth during my pregnancy, what I learned about the birth process seemed to reinforce my decision to try and go natural. My husband and I are both, by nature, logical and stoic in the face of challenges, and a lot of what we were learning about natural childbirth was perfectly in line with those traits. The logic was simple: a woman's body is perfectly composed to do the work. It's hard and painful work, but if done properly, it can go by quicker. Makes sense, right? Not always.

There are many different techniques for natural birthing, and the ones I followed were based on the Bradley Method which was developed in 1947 by Robert Bradley and is also referred to as "husband-coached-childbirth" - something that, at the time, wasn't common. Robert Bradley was a pioneer in believing that having the support of a partner in the delivery process was essential to the success of childbirth. The technique itself is based on the natural instincts of the mother to deliver her baby by trusting her body to do the work it was designed to do. Usually, the Bradley Method includes a 12-week course prior to deliver. However, I opted to read up on the techniques and did my best to keep them in mind while I was laboring.

I went into labor with my first baby three days before my due date. We had just finished setting up the crib that night, and I went to bed only to be awoken around midnight to contractions that felt slightly more intense than the Braxton Hicks I had been having up to that point. They kept coming, so I went to the bathroom. I noticed a little bit of blood, and I knew we were on to something!

I decided to just labor at home for awhile since we live very close to the hospital, and I didn't have any complications other than gestational diabetes. My husband, Andrew, and I lay in bed talking about, Holy Cow!, we were going to have a baby, and was it going to be a girl or boy, and what was he or she going to look like? Meanwhile, we timed my contractions. At around 4 am, the contractions seemed to be be getting longer and closer together, so we called my doctor, and he told us to head to the hospital even though my water hadn't yet broken.

At the hospital, my contractions were about 2 minutes apart but I was only dilated about 1 to 2 centimeters. I was admitted and taken to my room, where I labored for another 3 hours with contractions that weren't unbearable. Then my OB arrived to check on my progress. This is where things start getting frustrating and I started to get a bit nervous. I hadn't dilated at all. I knew I still had a lot of time, but my doctor decided to break my water. Because I was also anxious to get the show on the road, I agreed in hopes that it would progress things along without the need for Pitocin. That would be the next step if my labor didn't start to progress.

With encouragement from Andrew and the awesome nurses who were attending to me, I started doing everything I could to move my labor along. I sat on the ball, laid in different positions, took a shower and walked the halls, all while trying to relax through the contractions. This was one of the techniques the Bradley Method employs -- "the appearance of sleep." Basically it means trying to relax to the point of looking asleep. This takes any tension out of the body and directs energy towards the parts that are doing the work, namely the uterus. So instead of getting all tense and fighting against your body, you just let it do its thing.

Throughout all of this, the nurses were checking my progress, but it was slight. After 12 hours of labor, I had only dilated 1 and a half centimeters. So they started the Pitocin. Though my baby wasn't in distress, I was! The contractions were getting stronger, but for whatever reason, my body wasn't responding. Then my doctor suggested an epidural. I was scared, I didn't want it. But I was frustrated. Looking back, that's the ultimate reason I agreed. My doctor thought that an epidural might allow me to relax and possibly help me progress. I figured, a vaginal birth with meds is still not the worst option.

The epidural itself wasn't bad. The hardest part was staying completely still while having strong contractions. Obviously, I was no longer feeling the pain, but unfortunately, my contractions started getting weaker. Fifteen hours into labor, and I hadn't dilated any further than 4 centimeters. I was tired, frustrated and scared. This was the situation I was facing: potentially another 10 hours of labor, being pumped full of meds, and possibly ending up with a C-section anyway.

My dad is a doctor. He's delivered countless babies, some even birthed at home. He was with me and was my rock in this situation because I knew he would be straight with me. He said that he would always advise a vaginal birth unless intervention was absolutely necessary, but it was my choice. And I decided to have a C-section.

It was scary and I cried because it wasn't what I had planned. I was on the operating table and the meds were making me shake uncontrollably. My jaw was clenched so tight it was giving me a terrible headache. All I wanted was a drink of water. It was not the way I had imagined greeting my baby. But when they told Andrew to look at the baby and tell me what he saw, and Andrew said "It's a BOY!" with tears in his eyes, I knew that we were okay. It was okay.

I learned that our son had been wrapped in his cord so he wasn't able to drop down, which resulted in my lack of progression through labor. My dad was there during the C-section and confirmed that from what he saw, I wouldn't have been able to have a vaginal birth. It's just the way it goes sometimes.

I don't necessarily have any bad feelings or thoughts about my prenatal care or how my OB handled my birth. It didn't turn out the way I had anticipated and looking back, yes, I do wish I had made some different choices. I often think about how those choices may have affected the outcome. But in the end, I got to experience the joy of bringing a baby into this word, and yes, I cried happy tears!

My fascination with childbirth hasn't dwindled even though my birthing journey has ended. I still love to read and research and help others learn about their options when it comes to labor and delivery.

So please, share with us, what techniques helped you during your birth? Or what ones are you planning on using?

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When it comes to holiday gifts, we know what you really want, mama. A full night's sleep. Privacy in the bathroom. The opportunity to eat your dinner while it's still hot. Time to wash—and dry!—your hair. A complete wardrobe refresh.

While we can't help with everything on your list (we're still trying to figure out how to get some extra zzz's ourselves), here are 14 gift ideas that'll make you look, if not feel, like a whole new woman. Even when you're sleep deprived.

Gap Cable-Knit Turtleneck Sweater

When winter hits, one of our go-to outfits will be this tunic-length sweater and a pair of leggings. Warm and everyday-friendly, we can get behind that.


Gap Cigarette Jeans

These high-waisted straight-leg jeans have secret smoothing panels to hide any lumps and bumps (because really, we've all got 'em).


Tiny Tags Gold Skinny Bar Necklace

Whether engraved with a child's name or date of birth, this personalized necklace will become your go-to piece of everyday jewelry.


Gap Brushed Pointelle Crew

This wear-with-anything soft pink sweater with delicate eyelet details can be dressed up for work or dressed down for weekend time with the family. Versatility for the win!


Gap Flannel Pajama Set

For mamas who sleep warm, this PJ set offers the best of both worlds: cozy flannel and comfy shorts. Plus, it comes with a coordinating eye mask for a blissed-out slumber.


Spafinder Gift Card

You can't give the gift of relaxation, per say, but you can give a gift certificate for a massage or spa service, and that's close enough!


Gap Stripe Long Sleeve Crewneck

This featherweight long-sleeve tee is the perfect layering piece under hoodies, cardigans, and blazers.


Gap Chenille Smartphone Gloves

Gone are the days of removing toasty gloves before accessing our touchscreen devices—thank goodness!


Ember Temperature Control Smart Mug

Make multiple trips to the microwave a thing of the past with a app-controlled smart mug that'll keep your coffee or tea at the exact temperature you prefer for up to an hour.


Gap Flannel Shirt

Our new favorite flannel boasts an easy-to-wear drapey fit and a flattering curved shirttail hem.


Gap Sherpa-Lined Denim Jacket

Stay warm while looking cool in this iconic jean jacket, featuring teddy bear-soft fleece lining and a trendy oversized fit.


Gap Crazy Stripe Scarf

Practical and stylish, this cozy scarf adds a pop of color—well, colors—to any winter ensemble.


Nixplay Seed Frame

This digital picture frame is perfect for mamas who stay up late scrolling through their phone's photo album to glimpse their kiddos being adorable. By sending them to this smart frame to view throughout the day, you can get a few extra minutes of sleep at night!


Gap Crewneck Sweater

Busy mamas will appreciate that this supersoft, super versatile Merino wool sweater is machine washable.


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There's a lot of discussion about the importance of early education—but what about soft skills like respect and kindness? How can mamas teach children important values like cooperation, gratitude, empathy or politeness?

These values are basic, foundational beliefs that help us know right from wrong, that give balance and meaning to life and that enable us to form community bonds with one another. These soft skills are crucial for kids to learn at any age, and it's important for them to be reinforced, both in the classroom and at home, throughout their childhood.

Here are fundamental ways to build character in your young children:


Performing random acts of kindness can have a positive influence on both the individual showing and receiving the kindness. As a family, think of ways that each one of you can show kindness to others. Some ideas may include baking cookies for the mail carrier, donating an unopened toy to a local charity, purchasing canned goods for a homeless shelter or leaving notes and drawings for the neighbors. Include your child in the process so they can see firsthand the joy that kindness can bring to others.



Children have a strong desire to mimic adult family members. Encourage your child to help complete simple chores in and around the house. Children feel a great sense of accomplishment when they can do their share and feel that sense of responsibility. Two-year-olds will enjoy folding towels, putting books away, putting paper in the recycling box and tending to the garden. Older children may enjoy helping out in the kitchen or with yard work.


Patience is the ability to demonstrate self-control while waiting for an event to occur. It also refers to the ability to remain calm in the face of frustration. This is a skill which develops in children as they mature. While it is important to practice patience, adults should also be realistic in their expectations, evaluate daily routines and eliminate long periods of wait time from the schedule.


Schedule a time when the whole family can sit down together for dinner. Model good manners and encourage older siblings and other members of the family to do the same. Use phrases such as, "Can you please pass the potatoes?" or "Thank you." Be sure to provide your child with guidance, by explaining what to do as opposed to what not to do.


Change your routines at home to encourage children to be flexible in their thinking and to try new things. Try being flexible in the small things: enjoy breakfast for dinner, eat ice cream with a fork, have your child read a bedtime story to you or have a picnic in the living room. Let your child know it is okay to do things in a different way.


Children are beginning to understand different emotions and that others have feelings. Throughout their childhood, talk about their feelings and share one's own feeling with them as well. By taking the time to listen to how children are feeling, you will demonstrate to them that you care and reinforce with them that you fully understand how they are feeling.


Coordinate playdates or take your children to events where they can practice introducing themselves to other children, and potentially with adults. Find games and other activities that require turn-taking and sharing.


Encourage your child to spend five minutes every day listing the things they are grateful for. This could be done together just before bedtime or after dinner.


As parents, our goal is to teach children to recognize that even though people have different likes and dislikes or beliefs and ideas, they must treat each other with manners and positivity. Respect should be shown when sharing, cleaning up, and listening to others. Always teach and model the Golden Rule: treat others the way you would like to be treated. Also remind children that respect can be shown towards things in the classroom. Treating materials and toys correctly shows appreciation for the things we have.
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Medical researchers and providers consider a woman's postpartum period to be up to 12 months after the delivery of baby, but too often, health insurance doesn't see it the same way. Nearly half of the births in the United States are covered by Medicaid or the Children's Health Insurance Program (CHIP) and while the babies who are born during these births are eligible for Medicaid or CHIP for a year, their mothers often lose their coverage 60 days after delivering their child. There is clear data showing 70% of new moms will have at least one health complication within a year of giving birth.


This week, members of Congress' Subcommittee on Health met to mark up H.R. 4996, the "Helping Medicaid Offer Maternity Services (MOMS) Act of 2019, and it was favorably forwarded to the full Committee.

What does this mean? It means that while this bill still has a ways to go before it potentially becomes law, its success would see states get the option to provide 12 months of continuous coverage postpartum coverage to mothers on Medicaid. This would save lives.

As we at Motherly have said many times, it takes a considerable amount of time and energy to heal from birth. A mother may not be healed 60 days out from delivering. She may still require medical care for perinatal mood disorders, breast issues like thrush and mastitis, diabetes, and the consequences of traumatic births, like severe vaginal tearing.

Cutting off Medicaid when her baby is only 2 months old makes mom and baby vulnerable, and the Helping Moms Act could protect families from dire consequences.

The United States has the highest rate of maternal deaths in the developed world, and according to the CDC, "about 700 women die each year in the United States as a result of pregnancy or delivery complications." This is not okay, and while H.R. 4996 is not yet signed into law this bill could help change this. It could help address the racial disparities that see so many Black mothers and Native American mothers dying from preventable causes in the first year of motherhood.

A report from nine American maternal mortality review committees found that there were three leading causes of death that occurred between 43 days and one year postpartum: cardiomyopathy (32.4%), mental health conditions (16.2%), and embolism (10.8%) and multiple state maternal mortality review committees have recommended extending Medicaid coverage to one year postpartum in order to prevent these deaths.

Basically, making sure that moms have have continuous access to health care the year after a birth means doctors can spot issues with things like depression, heart disease and high blood pressure at regular check-ups and treat these conditions before they become fatal.

The Helping Moms Act is a step forward in the fight for maternal health and it proves that maternal health is truly a bipartisan issue. Republicans and Democrats alike recognize the value in providing support for mothers during the postpartum period.

The Helping MOMS Act was was introduced by Democratic Congresswoman Robin Kelly of Illinois, chair of the Congressional Black Caucus Health Braintrust. It was co-lead by Texas Republican Michael Burgess (who is also a medical doctor), as well as Georgia Republican Buddy Carter, Washington Republicans Jaime Herrera Beutler and Cathy McMorris Rodgers and Ayanna Pressley from Massachusettes and Lauren Underwood of Illinois (both Democrats).

"Incentivizing postpartum Medicaid expansion is a critical first step in preventing maternal deaths by ensuring new moms can see their doctor. I'm proud that my colleagues, on both sides of the aisle, came together to put an end to the sad reality of American moms dying while growing their families," said Kelly. "We can't allow the perfect to be the enemy of the good. This is a good, bipartisan first step, but it must be the first of many."

It doesn't matter what your political stripes, reducing America's maternal mortality stats should be a priority.


Whether you're having a low-key Friendsgiving with your closest friends or prepping to host your first big Thanksgiving dinner with both families, figuring out all of the menu details can be the most overwhelming step. How much should I cook? What ingredients do I need? How does one actually cook a turkey this big?

But, don't worry, mama—HelloFresh is lending a helping hand this year with their Thanksgiving box in collaboration with Jessica Alba. Because you already have enough on your plate (and we're not talking stuffing).

Here are the details. You can choose from two Thanksgiving boxes: Turkey ($152) or beef tenderloin ($132). The turkey box serves 8-10 people while the beef one will serve 4-6 and both are $6.99 to ship. We got to try both and they're equally delicious so you can't go wrong with either one, but the turkey does require a 4-day thaw period so keep that in mind. And if you're wondering what the sides are, here's a sneak peek:

  • Garlic mashed potatoes
  • Green bean casserole with crispy onions
  • Ciabatta stuffing with chick sausage and cranberries
  • Cranberry sauce with orange, ginger and cinnamon
  • Apple ginger crisp with cinnamon pecan crumble

While someone still has to do the actual cooking, it's designed to take the stress out of Thanksgiving dinner so you can focus on spending time with your loved ones (or watching Hallmark Christmas movies). You don't have to worry about grocery shopping, portion sizes, recipe curation or forgetting that essential thing you needed to make the meal perfect. Everything is super simple to make from start to finish—it even comes with a cooking timeline.

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My mother's death propelled me to start the process of becoming a parent as a 43-year-old single woman. As my connection to her remained strong in spirit after her death, I was ready to experience the same bond with my own child. I began the journey with Intra Uterine Insemination (IUI), and after three failed attempts at getting pregnant, I decided to adopt.

The adoption process is a lengthy and humbling one—one that includes fingerprints, background checks, references, classes, doing a profile of yourself and your life that birth parents eventually use to choose adoptive families.

After my application was approved, a young couple chose me just a month later. I couldn't believe my fortune. But I had to get to work and prepare the house for my baby's arrival. I bought the best of everything—bassinets, clothes, diapers, car seats… the list goes on. I told close friends and family that it was finally happening.


But all of this was in vain. The day I was supposed to pick my daughter up, I learned that the birth parents had changed their minds. They no longer wanted to give their daughter up for adoption. As time passed, it was difficult to endure no interest from potential parents but the faith in believing what is meant to be continued. To increase my potential, I enrolled with a second adoption agency.

A few months later, as I was getting ready to try IVF for the first time, I received a phone call to let me know that a woman had selected me to adopt her child. So I opted out of IVF and found myself in a hospital delivery room with the birth mother, assisting her in the delivery of MY child. It was a boy! I was so thrilled, and he was just adorable.

After six years of losses and disappointments, I was able to bring him home and awaited the final word that the mother and father have given the needed consent. I was getting ready to watch the Super Bowl with him dressed in football gear, I got a phone call.

Once again, the adoption agency informed me that the birth mother had changed her mind. That evening, I had to return the baby to his birth mom. I was heartbroken, and my hopes were shattered.

What now? Going back to IVF meant starting from scratch, and that would take a minimum of six months before being able to really start getting pregnant. I was 49 years old, and the clock was ticking. I really wanted to be a mom by the age of 50.

I was in Chicago, recovering from a collapsed lung, when I received yet another phone call from the adoption agency. An expecting mom had chosen me and had already signed over all of her rights. This little girl was mine. For real, this time. But I had to get to Southern New Jersey by Thursday to pick her up from the hospital.

After negotiating with my doctor to give me the green light to leave while recovering from my condition, I hopped on a train, and 22 hours later, I arrived to New York City in a massive snow storm. I took longer than expected to get to her, but after navigating the icy roads of New Jersey, I met my daughter!

She is now 2 years old, and she has changed my life in ways that just can't be fully described. What I can say is that I now understand my mother's love even more and her devotion to me and my siblings, and as I am sharing the same with my daughter, my bond to my mother keeps on growing.

Becoming a mom at 49 was never what I had envisioned. But whether you are trying to conceive or have decided to adopt a child, the road to becoming a parent is rarely easy. I know that inner strength and believing in what was meant to be kept me moving forward.

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