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“Shhh!!” I hiss at my five- year- old. She is whimpering, loudly. “We’ll get caught!”

We are on a covert mission in broad daylight. It is imperative that no one spots us, I tell her. I hold my breath and wait. From our vantage point behind some trees, after what feels like an eternity, all women leave the bathroom. It is finally empty.

“Now! Move it! Move it!” I growl, half-dragging the girls along.

At the entrance of the small wooden structure, I sneak inside with my three sand-covered, sweating, miserable girls. The sign on the bathroom door reads: “No showers between 10am-2pm.” Ha! I snort as we hang up our towels.

This was supposed to be a lovely, week-long family vacation on St. John in Virgin Islands.

This is how my husband sold it to me: an eco-resort where we can embrace simplicity, be a part of nature and have a great opportunity to teach the girls that you don’t need a lot of stuff to have fun. It’s about adventure on a national park reserve! Who needs Club Med when you can create your own fun on half the budget?

I am all for conserving water – at home, my girls know to turn off the tap while brushing their teeth and don’t take baths filled up to the brim, but this? The no-showering-rule during the hottest hours of the day on an island in the Caribbean was just plain madness.

I want to love this place – the rustic tents built into the mountainside, the clear turquoise waters, the cafeteria –style dining hall overlooking the ocean where they even serve tofu! This is exactly the kind of place that we would have dreamed of going to before we had children. I even want to love the feral cats that wander around meowing and rubbing up against our legs.

As I struggle inside the bathroom, I imagine some hard-core hippie-type who’s been coming to this eco-resort for the past decade marching over to the front office and tipping off the young woman behind the counter: “Pssst! There’s a crazy woman using gallons of water in the women’s bathroom during off-hours. You have to stop her!” Then the young lady – let’s call her Emily – would walk down the 60 steps to the bathroom to reprimand us (that’s right – 60).

The whole compound is connected by a never-ending set of stairs up and down the mountainside, with spigots of potable water here and there where you can fill up your bottles, or, say, a pan to boil on the tiny camping stove in your hut so you can spend two hours making spaghetti for your three young starving children, for example.

Poor “Emily” would be ready to preach her “importance of conserving water because we are on a tropical island with a fragile eco-system” speech and instead – Wham! – Emily would be faced with me, a wild-eyed, brown-haired medusa keeping a murderously hard grip on her three-year-old’s shoulder as she screamed at an octave so high it didn’t sound human.


This is because I am holding down the pull-chain of the cold-water-only shower with one hand and trying to wash the sand out of my child’s bum with the other hand. “Emily” would be shocked into speechlessness. Then she would turn to see my naked infant, sputtering and squirming against my other daughter’s body, as she stood on top of a bench by the communal sinks, tears pouring down her five- year-old face because she had developed a sand phobia, refusing to walk until she washed off her feet. “Emily” would slip out of the bathroom and run. All the way up those 60 steps, she would.

My anger is not really with “Emily” though, she would just be doing her job. I want to lay the blame with my husband, to deliver it like a baby, wild and slippery – see how he handles it. Will he accept it as his own? Will he take responsibility?

The truth is, the blame belongs to me just as much because I have been an enabler.

When our first daughter was born, we were warned by many friends who knew our love for travel and adventure (we met in South Africa) that those days were essentially over. My husband, Adam, reacted strongly to this and felt compelled to prove everyone wrong. Why should we adapt our life to this baby? No, he asserted, she needs to adapt to our lifestyle. And that was that.

Travel is what brought us together – it is how we fell in love. Our sense of adventure and risk-taking has been at the heart of our relationship. Seven months after Dahlia was born, we were on the plane to Argentina and Patagonia for 17 days of adventure.

The plane ride began inauspiciously when we ended up drugging our baby with Benadryl because she was so hysterical that no one on the plane could sleep. Eight hours later when a flight attendant came by to tell us what a darling angel she was (still sleeping) we were humbled (and worried.)

I remember hiking the Torres del Paine trail in Chile, a world biosphere reserve and one of the most breathtaking landscapes I have ever seen, and having to stop on a narrow piece of trail to take Dahlia out of the back pack. I perched awkwardly on a rock and lifting layers of hiking clothes and gear, I began to nurse the miserable, screaming child. Other hikers passed by and exclaimed “Wow! You guys are hard core! Bringing a baby- that’s awesome.” And off they went, decidedly baby-less.

Adam was determined to make it out to the actual torres (towers) three huge granite peaks, towering and snow-capped – gems of the Patagonia region. I looked at him and saw how much this meant to him, how grateful he was, not just for my willingness to hike this trail, being sleep-deprived and worn-down by Dahlia’s constant needs, but for my complicity in maintaining the illusion. For pretending that nothing had really changed – at least for a little while longer.

I said to him, “You go on and keep hiking. Take some good photos and tell me all about it when you get back.”

He hesitated a minute or two and then asked, “Really? Are you sure?”

“I’m sure.” I put the calmed baby in the back pack. We kissed and parted ways, walking in opposite directions – Adam towards the torres and glaciers and me down to the meadows and lake. I knew I would get back there one day, perhaps with Dahlia when she grew up. But Adam needed this now – he was still clinging to the idea that life didn’t have to get so complicated with a child.

Although it took just one day, it was six years in the making (and two more children later). Even I was surprised at my husband’s admission of defeat. At the end of that first night, we raged in whispers outside of our “tent” and my husband, beaten-down, exhausted from carrying the children up and down hundreds of steps in 90- degree humidity and cleaning out pots of poop since the girls could not always hold it to get down to the communal bathroom, admitted shamefacedly, “Maybe we should try getting our money back.”

Turns out, there is a high price to pay for simplicity after all, and just maybe, there is some adapting to be done.

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We spend a lot of time prepping for the arrival of a baby. But when it comes to the arrival of our breast milk (and all the massive adjustments that come with it), it's easy to be caught off guard. Stocking up on a few breastfeeding essentials can make the transition to breastfeeding a lot less stressful, which means more time and energy focusing on what's most important: Your recovery and your brand new baby.

Here are the essential breastfeeding tools you'll need, mama:

1. For covering up: A cute nursing cover

First and foremost, please know that all 50 states in the United States have laws that allow women to breastfeed in public. You do not have to cover yourself if you don't want to—and many mamas choose not to—and we are all for it.

That said, if you do anticipate wanting to take a more modest approach to breastfeeding, a nursing cover is a must. You will find an array of styles to choose from, but we love an infinity scarf, like the LK Baby Infinity Nursing Scarf Nursing Cover. You'll be able to wear the nursing cover instead of stuffing it in your already brimming diaper bag—and it's nice to have it right there when the baby is ready to eat.

Also, in the inevitable event that your baby spits-up on you or you leak some milk through your shirt, having a quick and stylish way to cover up is a total #momwin.

2. For getting comfortable: A cozy glider

Having a comfy spot to nurse can make a huge difference. Bonus points if that comfy place totally brings a room together, like the Delta Children Paris Upholstered Glider!

Get your cozy space ready to go, and when your baby is here, you can retreat from the world and just nurse, bond, and love.

3. For unmatched support: A wire-free nursing bra

It may take trying on several brands to find the perfect match, but finding a nursing bra that you love is 100% worth the effort. Your breasts will be changing and working in ways that are hard to imagine. An excellent supportive bra will make this so much more comfortable.

It is crucial to choose a wireless bra for the first weeks of nursing since underwire can increase the risk of clogged ducts (ouch).The Playtex Maternity Shaping Foam Wirefree Nursing Bra is an awesome pick for this reason, and because it is designed to flex and fit your breasts as they go through all those changes.

4. For maximum hydration: A large reusable water bottle

Nothing can prepare you for the intense thirst that hits when breastfeeding. Quench that thirst (and help keep your milk supply up in the process) by always having a water bottle with a straw nearby, like this Exquis Large Outdoor Water Bottle.

5. For feeding convenience: A supportive nursing tank

Experts recommend that during the first weeks of your baby's life, you breastfeed on-demand, meaning that any time your tiny boss demands milk, you feed them. This will help establish your milk supply and get everything off to a good start.

What does this mean for your life? You will be breastfeeding A LOT. Nursing tanks, like the Loving Moments by Leading Lady, make this so much easier. They have built-in support to keep you comfy, and you can totally wear them around the house, or even out and about. When your baby wants to eat, you'll be able to quickly "pop out" a breast and feed them.

6. For pain prevention: A quality nipple ointment

Breastfeeding shouldn't hurt, but the truth is those first days can be uncomfortable. Your nipples will likely feel raw as they adjust to their new job. This will get better! But until it does, nipple ointment is amazing.

My favorite is the Earth Mama Organic Nipple Butter. We love that it's organic, and it is oh-so-soothing on your hard-at-work nipples.

Psst: If it actually hurts when your baby latches on, something may be up, so call your provider or a lactation consultant for help.

7. For uncomfortable moments: A dual breast therapy pack

As your breasts adjust to their new role, you may experience a few discomforts—applying warmth or cold can help make them feel so much better. The Lansinoh TheraPearl 3-in-1 Breast Therapy Pack is awesome because you can microwave the pads or put them in the freezer, giving you a lot of options when your breasts need some TLC.

Again, if you have any concerns about something being wrong (pain, a bump that may be red or hot, fever, or anything else), call a professional right away.

8. For inevitable leaks: An absorbing breast pad

In today's episode of, "Oh come on, really?" you are going to leak breastmilk. Now, this is entirely natural and you are certainly not required to do anything about this. Still, many moms choose to wear breast pads in their bras to avoid leaking through to their shirts.

You can go the convenient and disposable route with Lansinoh Disposable Stay Dry Nursing Pads, or for a more environmentally friendly option, you can choose washable pads, like these Organic Bamboo Nursing Breast Pads.

9. For flexibility: A breast pump

Many women find that a breast pump becomes one of their most essential mom-tools. The ability to provide breast milk when you are away from your baby (and relieve uncomfortable engorged breasts) will add so much flexibility into your new-mom life.

For quick trips out and super-easy in-your-bag transport, opt for a manual pump like the Lansinoh Manual Breast Pump .

If you will be away from your baby for longer periods of time (traveling or working outside the home, for example) an electric pump is your most efficient bet. The Medela Pump In Style Advanced Double Electric Breast Pump is a classic go-to that will absolutely get the job done, and then some.

10. For quality storage: Breast milk bags

Once you pump your liquid gold, aka breast milk, you'll need a place to store it. The Kiinde Twist Pouches allow you to pump directly into the bags which means one less step (and way less to clean).

11. For keeping cool: A freezer bag

Transport your pumped milk back home to your baby safely in a cooler like the Mommy Knows Best Breast Milk Baby Bottle Cooler Bag. Remember to put the milk in a fridge or freezer as soon as you can to optimize how long it stays usable for.

12. For continued nourishment: Bottles

Nothing beats the peace of mind you get when you know that your baby is being well-taken of care—and well fed—until you can be together again. The Philips Avent Natural Baby Bottle Newborn Starter Gift Set is a fan favorite (mama and baby fans alike).

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A viral video about car seat safety has parents everywhere cracking up and humming Sir-Mix-A-Lot.

"I like safe kids and I cannot lie," raps Norman Regional Health System pediatric hospitalist Dr. Kate Cook (after prefacing her music video with an apology to her children."I'm a doctor tryin' warn you that recs have changed," she continues.

Dr. Cook's rap video is all about the importance of keeping babies facing backward. It's aptly called "Babies Face Back," and uses humor and parody to drive home car seat recommendations from the American Academy of Pediatrics (AAP).

"Switching from rear-facing to forward-facing is a milestone many parents can't wait to reach," Dr. Cook said in a news release about her hilarious video. "But this is one area where you want to delay the transition as long as possible because each one actually reduces the protection to the child."

Last summer the AAP updated its official stance on car seat safety to be more in line with what so many parents were already doing and recommended that kids stay rear-facing for as long as possible. But with so many things to keep track of in life, it is understandable that some parents still don't know about the change. Dr. Cook wants to change that with some cringe-worthy rapping.

The AAP recommends:

  • Babies and toddlers should ride in a rear-facing car safety seat as long as possible, until they reach the highest weight or height allowed by their seat.
  • Once they are facing forward, children should use a forward-facing car safety seat with a harness for as long as possible. Many seats are good up to 65 pounds.
  • When children outgrow their car seat they should use a belt-positioning booster seat until the vehicle's lap and shoulder seat belt fits properly, between 8 and 12 years old.

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[Editor's note: Motherly is committed to covering all relevant presidential candidate plans as we approach the 2020 election. We are making efforts to get information from all candidates. Motherly does not endorse any political party or candidate. We stand with and for mothers and advocate for solutions that will reduce maternal stress and benefit women, families and the country.]

Suicide rates for girls and women in the United States have increased 50% since 2000, according to the CDC and new research indicates a growing number of pregnant and postpartum women are dying by suicide and overdose. Suicide rates for boys and men are up, too.

It's clear there is a mental health crisis in America and it is robbing children of their mothers and mothers of their children.

Medical professionals urge people to get help early, but sometimes getting help is not so simple. For many Americans, the life preserver that is mental health care is out of reach when they are drowning.

Democratic presidential candidate Pete Buttigieg just released a plan he hopes could change that and says the neglect of mental health in the United States must end. "Our plan breaks down the barriers around mental health and builds up a sense of belonging that will help millions of suffering Americans heal," says Buttigieg.

He thinks he can "prevent 1 million deaths of despair by 2028" by giving Americans more access to mental health and addictions services.

In a country where giving birth can put a mother in debt, it's not surprising that while as many as 1 in 5 new moms suffers from perinatal mood and anxiety disorders, more than half of new moms who need mental health treatment don't get it. Stigma, childcare and of course costs are factors in why women aren't seeking help when they are struggling.

Buttigieg's plan is interesting because it could remove some of these barriers. He wants to make mental health care more affordable by ensuring everyone has comprehensive coverage for mental health care and by ensuring that everyone can access a free yearly mental health check-up.

That could make getting help more affordable for some moms, and by increasing reimbursement rates for mental health care delivered through telehealth, this plan could help moms get face time with a medical professional without having to deal with finding childcare first.

Estimates from new research suggest that in some parts of America as many as 14% or 30% of maternal deaths are caused by addiction or suicide. Buttigieg's plan aims to reduce those estimates by fighting the addiction and opioid crisis and increasing access to mental health services in underserved communities and for people of color. He also wants to reduce the stigma and increase support for the next generation by requiring "every school across the country to teach Mental Health First Aid courses."

These are lofty goals with a lofty price tag. It would cost about $300 billion to do what Buttigieg sets out in his plan and the specifics of how the plan would be funded aren't yet known. Neither is how voters will react to this 18-page plan and whether it will help Buttigieg stand out in a crowded field of Democratic candidates.

What we do know is that right now, America is talking about mental health and whether or not that benefits Buttigieg's campaign it will certainly benefit America.

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[Editor's Note: Welcome to It's Science, a Motherly column focusing on evidence-based explanations for the important moments, milestones, and phenomena of motherhood. Because it's not just you—#itsscience.]

If you breastfeed, you know just how magical (and trying) it is, but it has numerous benefits for mama and baby. It is known to reduce the likelihood of developing cardiovascular disease, type 2 diabetes, and rheumatoid arthritis, and cuts the risk of sudden infant death syndrome (SIDS) by half.

If this wasn't powerful enough, scientists have discovered that babies who are fed breast milk have a stomach pH that promotes the formation of HAMLET (Human Alpha-lactalbumin Made Lethal to Tumor cells). HAMLET was discovered by chance when researchers were studying the antibacterial properties of breast milk. This is a combination of proteins and lipids found in breast milk that can work together to kill cancer cells, causing them to pull away from healthy cells, shrink and die, leaving the healthy cells unaffected.

According to researchers at Lund University in Sweden, this mechanism may contribute to the protective effect breast milk has against pediatric tumors and leukemia, which accounts for about 30% of all childhood cancer. Other researchers analyzed 18 different studies, finding that "14% to 19% of all childhood leukemia cases may be prevented by breastfeeding for six months or more."

And recently, doctors in Sweden collaborated with scientists in Prague to find yet another amazing benefit to breast milk. Their research demonstrated that a certain milk sugar called Alpha1H, found only in breast milk, helps in the production of lactose and can transform into a different form that helps break up tumors into microscopic fragments in the body.

Patients who were given a drug based on this milk sugar, rather than a placebo, passed whole tumor fragments in their urine. And there is more laboratory evidence to support that the drug can kill more than 40 different types of cancer cells in animal trials, including brain tumors and colon cancer. These results are inspiring scientists to continue to explore HAMLET as a novel approach to tumor therapy and make Alpha1H available to cancer patients.

Bottom line: If you choose to breastfeed, the breast milk your baby gets from your hard work can be worth every drop of effort.

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