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What

does it take to go from business idea to lady boss? This column features an


entrepreneur, who happens to be a mom, each week—walking us through the process

of how you too can take your ideas from dream to reality. If you missed our

last article featuring Jenny from Fawn Design on how social media contributed

to her success, you can read that here. This week, we’re discussing the sixth

step many modern entrepreneurs need to make on the journey to success: building

a business plan.

The best time to create your business plan was a

year ago. The second best time is today.

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A thoughtful and well-researched business plan not

only keeps your business on track, but helps you to realize when you’ve

accomplished something. In the world of being an entrepreneur there’s always a

million and one items on your “to-do” list, which makes it difficult to realize

when you’ve achieved something remarkable. A business plan can help remind you,

validate you, and guide you to the next stage of your business.

Kim

Thé runs Pebble Star Productions, a children’s

entertainment company that she co-founded in 2012 with her husband &

musician Will Stroet.

She

recently started a booking agency within their company in addition to handling

the tour planning, marketing, event planning, community partnerships and grant

writing for Will’s career.

With

two girls, Ella and June, she juggles her family, her marriage and both her and

her husband’s careers with a kind of zany grace. Never working on less than

three things simultaneously, she is a master at multitasking.

I recently

got to sit down with Kim to find out how she keeps it all together—and thrives.

You’re in a fairly unique situation managing your husband’s career. Tell

me what he does and what role you play?

Will is a

performing, touring musician for kids and he tours across Canada now. He also appears

on Wills Jams airing on Kids’ CBC weekday mornings. He does anywhere from 150

to 200 shows a year and has done more than a 1000 performances for kids across

the country.

I act as his Manager.

He started

writing kids music when we were first together, before we were married, when he

was studying to become a teacher at the University of BC. Things really took

off when he got a contract in November of 2005 to record and release his first

album which ended up being called “Let’s All Dance.”

I was working

for a children’s charity at that time as their Marketing Manager and I had a

background in Marketing so I started helping on that front. We haven’t really

looked back since. Now it’s a full-time job for both of us!

Before Wills Jams became a television show, what did his musical career

consist of and when did you come in to the picture?

Basically, when

he started in 2005, I had a full-time job in Marketing Communications. As he became

busier and got more popular, I got more involved with the management of his

tours and schedules. In 2012 we incorporated as Pebble Star Productions.

We both

realized that things went smoother if I organized and scheduled him, as well as did the pitching and negotiating for him.

As an artist it’s very hard to negotiate for yourself because people always want to undercut you. So it was much better to have me do it.

How did things change when you had kids?

When I

was pregnant with Ella, I booked him solidly after her birth, not knowing what

it was going to be like as a new mom. So he was basically booked solid for the

first three months of her life. He actually almost missed her birth.

I booked him

for so much and then I realized, okay well, maybe that wasn’t the smartest

thing to do.

It’s a lot,

solo parenting. Luckily I get tons of

grandparent help.

Why do you think his music is so popular?

Will has many

talents, but the most obvious one is connecting with kids. He really truly loves kids.

He’s a big kid himself and he knows how to speak to them, how to make them

laugh and smile. I call him the Pied Piper. He’s just a natural at what he does

because very few people can connect with kids that genuinely.

Will’s got a gift. ‘Cause he’s really truly is like that himself. He’s very kid-like.

How did the television show come to be?

That was a

long process! It must have been 2009 or 2010 when

we started making the music videos. One of the first ones was the “Bike Safety Boogie”. We approached Turtlebox Productions, a husband and wife team to produce the first nine videos, the would become “Will’s Jams”.

that are

video producers. They were excited about the idea and wanted to help us make

the music videos into a series that we could pitch to networks.

So we worked

with them over the course of a year to create and film this series, and then in

2011 we decided to pitch the show to broadcasters. Will and I knew very little about how to pitch to broadcasters. We went to the Banff Media Festival, in Canada, and I had lined up a

whole bunch of 5 minute meetings with all the kids TV executives.

Our first

meeting was with Kim Wilson, the CBC creative head at the time and the

first thing she said in our meeting was, “Hey Will! I totally know who you are,

we were just listening to some of your songs! CBC music is launching

its own kids portal and I actually hand selected some of your music for it. I

love it and I love your videos. How many do you have? Nine? Well we need to do

more. Let’s talk business.”

It was crazy!

We were just on

this high! She kept her word and we worked with Turtlebox to produce two more series - 18 episodes in total - in the next

year and a half. Each episode is 2-5 minutes long and they’re branded as Will’s

Jams. Now they have 27 in rotation and they play twice a morning on CBC, Monday to

Friday.

How do you model the business to make it work for you financially?

Most of our income is still from live performance.

A small portion is from merch, and a growing portion is from songwriting royalties.

A word to any

other musicians out there, don’t sign up with a label. It just makes absolutely

no sense these days.

If you’re a

budding musician, try to do it independently as much as possible because there

isn’t much of a pie and if you sign with a label, they’re going to take a huge

part of that small piece of the pie.

Do you tour with Will?

Absolutely not. I mean, it doesn’t make any financial sense, we have kids. My life is here and I’m working. And besides, life on the road is not glamorous.

I’m not working from a tour bus, in a hotel with a mini bar, you know? Not with two kids – no way!

How important is creating a detailed business plan?

It doesn’t matter what kind of company you are, one of the things you should do before you launch is write a business plan.

We did a five-year plan and every year we look at it, update, and compare our performance to

it.

Did we meet

our objectives? Did we actually meet our targets? What have we achieved? It’s

funny, when you’re in it, you forget your objectives. It’s good to reflect and see

actually how much you’ve actually accomplished. It’s usually more than you

think.

What advice would you give to entrepreneurs just writing their business

plans?

Don’t be

scared. You have to be kind of fearless and that should be reflected in your

business plan.

As an entrepreneur

you have to be willing to take risks, but calculated ones, right?

Never go in blindly without doing your research, but don’t be scared.

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How important do you think it has been to have those clear objectives?

Very

important. My background is in marketing, and you always start with objectives.

It’s not only important to have them,

but to write them down and stick to them, referring to them often.

What has been the hardest part of working as a

husband and wife team?

Separating

who does what so you each have your own job description, and sticking to that

because once you start interfering in each other’s areas, you’ll definitely have conflict.

But finding

that separation has been so good for both of us. That and outsourcing the

pieces that we can.

Why is confidence important when building a brand?

You

have to be fearlessly confident in your brand to have success. If you’re going

to try to sell your community or audience on your brand, you have to be

passionate about what you do and wholeheartedly believe in it.

People can smell deceit or hypocrisy from a mile away!

I can’t imagine Will doing what he does

if he didn’t like children and wasn’t confident on stage with them. Kids are

such an honest audience—they would cry, scream and run away and shout “I don’t

like this” and never come back!

How does being a mother impact the way you run your

business?

It

impacts our business every day since we’re in the business of children’s

entertainment and gives us great insight into what parents and kids really like

and want—especially when it comes to creating good music that won’t annoy

parents after the 100th time they’ve heard it in the minivan!

Will

gets inspiration daily from our own kids and their friends – Will wrote one of

his best songs about fruits and veggies called “Full of Beans” while our

first daughter Ella was learning to eat finger foods. It’s now one of his most

loved songs and really works to get your kids to eat their veggies.

It goes,” 1, 2, 3 broccoli, 4, 5, 6 carrot sticks…”

For

me, being a mom to two girls has taught me how to be extremely organized with

my time in work and my personal life. There’s no more time to waste unless I

want to accomplish very little in a day. I’m still trying to maintain a

work/life balance but find that being an entrepreneur allows me to fit in way

more in a day because I can manage my own schedule and work in a bike ride or

Bollywood dance class around my kids’ schedules and my own business and

housework!

Is there any one piece of advice you’d give to

aspiring lady bosses?

The

most important piece of advice is that you CAN do it! A wise female

entrepreneur friend told me that “You can have it all but you just can’t have

it all at once.” I try to remember this daily so that I don’t get as anxious or

frustrated by the many interruptions that stop me from achieving a “perfect”

workflow in my day.

I’m learning that “perfect” doesn’t really exist in life

and it especially doesn’t exist when you have two kids under seven. I try to

reflect on my successes more often with Will so that I don’t

forgot all the great things we’ve achieved together. The list of things you can

do never ends so it’s really important to take a moment to pat yourself on the

back and say, “I can do this! In fact, I am doing this!”

I’ll end with saying to all lady bosses out there, “You’ve got this!”

Will’s

kids’ TV series, Will’s Jams, airs weekday mornings at 7:25 AM and

9:25 AM on Kids’ CBC in Canada and is available in the U.S.

and globally (outside of Canada) on Kidoodle.TV

To

try Kidoodle.TV for free for a month,

click on this link and use the promo code “WILL.” You can also check out

Will’s Jams on Kids’ CBC’s TV for Me app for

iPad or on YouTube (Canada only).

For

more about Will and his music, check out www.willmusic.ca and connect

with Will on Facebook, Twitter @willstroetmusic, Instagram @willstroetmusic and YouTube. You can connect with Kim on Facebook @Pebblestarpro and Twitter @pebblestarpro

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Hilaria Baldwin has worn her emotions on her sleeve in recent months sharing the heartbreaking news of her miscarriage and then the happy news of her current pregnancy—and she's all about being her authentic self.

The yoga guru thrives on having her hands full. In fact, on top of raising her four children with husband Alec Baldwin and her work, Hilaria recently decided to foster a new puppy, because what is life without a little chaos!

Motherly caught up with Hilaria this week and she didn't hesitate to dish on a variety of things relating to motherhood. From how she and her husband juggle parenting duties, to how she handled introducing her children to their younger siblings when they were born, and, of course, how she deals with online criticism.

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Motherly: Congrats on the baby news! We loved that you got your four little ones involved with the reveal. Are they excited to have another sibling?

Hilaria Baldwin: They're really, really excited. Carmen is super excited not only because she not only has very much wanted a sister—she has Ireland [Alec's daughter from his marriage to Kim Basinger] but she lives far—so she wants someone who comes and lives in our house.

I've made a lot of people and finally, another one came out a girl. We never [intended] to have a big family… you know, I had Carmen and then I had Rafa and then I got pregnant pretty soon after I had Rafa and it was another boy, and then we said, 'Let's try!' and we had another boy. The three boys are within three years, so they're such a joy to watch [together]. As much as Carmen is a part of their little group, she's always sort of said, 'Hey, I would love to have a little sister.' So, it's been really exciting to see her get excited.

Motherly: So many parents struggle with introducing their kids to their new sibling and deal with the fear of the older child feeling jealous or left out. How did you handle that? Do you have any advice for parents going through these emotions?

HB: I think at this point we have such a crew that like, my kids are just used to a crowd all the time and it's like our house is super fun and there's always something going on. And so, you know, one to two [kids] was kind of difficult. And then for me, three we were a group and then four it was like nothing happened. You know, the kids, they love babies because they've been around so many babies. They love being together as they're always playing together and fight as well.

In terms of like introducing, one of the things that is like a ground rule for me is that— Alec and I have this on our wedding rings so it's long before we got pregnant— [it is the Spanish phrase] for 'We are a good team.' And that's our motto. It's like everything is a team in the house. There's no excluding, there is no toy that particularly belongs to somebody...They will have a blanket maybe that they sleep with or something like that, but it's not off limits to everybody else.

Of course, they break these rules at grab toys and don't want to share to do all the things that normal kids do, but the rule we keep coming to is that we want to keep everyone happy and accepted, so I think that helps. They all call the babies their babies, and I think that that helps, because it's not like mommy comes home and had this new baby and they're excluded.

Like everything else it's just embracing the fact that we're all scared. And kids really follow the guidance of the parents. If you make it fun and special, that we have the baby and it's about them, then they're gonna follow that lead. If you make it like, 'Oh, don't do that [to] baby, don't touch, be careful' and that kind of thing, it's not going to be as much of a group enjoyment thing.

Motherly: Busy Philipps recently opened up about how she almost divorced her husband over uneven parenting responsibilities. How do you and Alec divide the duties?

HB: I didn't hear about that, but I feel like that's very common…I am somebody who takes pride and am very specific about how I want things to be done. Like, I cook for my kids every night. I bathe them morning and night. When somebody gets into a fight, I want to be there to be able to deal with the dynamic. You know, with Alec, he'll sort of roll his eyes because I'm like, 'You're not doing it the way that I want it to be!'

I almost prefer to do it. I'll wake up with the kids at night. It's kind of my personality and I really enjoy it. You know, some people want support by saying, 'Hey, it's your turn to change the diaper.' But what [Alec] does for me that really, really means something is he'll look at me and he'll say, 'You're such a good mommy' and my kids will say that to me, and that's all I want in return. I'm somebody that I don't require a lot of sleep. I'm a busy body. I'm happy to check things off the list. I'm very type A, but I want to be the one who does this because I know how I want it to get done.

Motherly: You're so open about everything on social media. Do you ever feel like you want to hide more or is it therapeutic for you?

HB: I think it's a combination. I think that it's mostly therapeutic. I was always a very open person, and then all of a sudden I joined this really weird public life world and it was a very traumatic experience of everyday people are looking at you trying to find out your business. Alex was like a very old school celebrity in terms of 'this is my private life, close the doors'. We don't [have to] say anything. I mean he has been a little more outspoken than like the average sort of old school celebrities. And I tried to do that for awhile and it made me not like who I was.

And I really just started realizing, I was changing because this is how they're telling me to behave. And so I said, 'You know what, I'm not doing this anymore.' I said, 'I'm going to be open. And people are going to see that.' Once you marry somebody who is famous and your economics change...It doesn't mean that you have to be different.

And, yes, do I have my days where I really kind of want to close down and be more quiet? Sure. But in the end I realized that everybody has those days. And that's one of those the things that makes us common and connected. And that's what I've really enjoyed with this journey that we're on.

Motherly: Do you have ways that you personally deal with online criticism, or do you just kind of turn a blind eye and try to not focus on the negativity?

HB: I think I go through phases and I think a lot of it has to do with your philosophy, your emotions, where you are not just in that phase in your life. I've done things from literally copying the comment and posting it on my story. And I think that using that as a place of saying, 'Hey, this is bullying. This happened to me too and this isn't okay.' And if this person is bullying me, I guarantee you that they're bullying other people. So I'll do that. Sometimes I'll block, sometimes I'll respond.

This lady wrote me last night and [told me] I should be careful because with [yoga] twisting you can cause a miscarriage. And I had just suffered a miscarriage, so I basically should know better, and that that happened to her, that she twisted and then she had a miscarriage … Now, yes, in yoga you should not do the lower belly twists when you're pregnant, but that being said, if you twist, it's not going to cause a miscarriage...And that's one thing that, I mean I responded to her and I just responded to her saying, 'I lost my baby because my baby's heart wasn't good, not because I did something wrong.'

Too often women look at ourselves and point blame, we think, 'Well, we must have done something.' Let me tell you something from having a miscarriage: The first thing that all doctors tell you is, 'I want you to know that you didn't do anything wrong.'

Motherly: Can you tell us a little about how you're dealing with picky eating in your household?

HB: I was dealing with the pickiness of my kids and particularly Rafael, who's like my super, super picky eater. We had to sort of get very creative because he literally would prefer to not need, then to eat something he doesn't want to eat. And he is that typical picky eater where he wants he'll eat like four or five things and you know, they're good things, we're lucky with him, he likes tofu and lentils.

But at the same time, we're constantly trying to think of other things. So, I found Health Warrior bars when he was going through some really picky times and they were great because you can put them in your bag for on-the-go, and he would eat them and it wouldn't be a fight, and I know that they have really good ingredients.

The other thing we discovered from them—because getting kids to eat vegetables is really, really difficult as well —is a protein powder that it's like all plant based. So what I do is I'll make a shake for them every single day that has tons of kale and broccoli and all this kind of stuff in it. I'll put this chocolate protein powder in it and they call it a chocolate shake… So those have been like two life savers and so when they came to me and they said that they wanted to do something together, it just felt very natural and I wanted to spread the word because they've helped our family so much.

For more from Hilaria check out Season 2 of the Mom Brain podcast, co-hosted by Hilaria and Daphne Oz.

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After my son was born I found myself thrown into the darkest period of my life, overtaken by postpartum depression and anxiety. My days were awash in panic attacks from the time I woke up until the time I went to bed, with crying spells that hit without warning in between.

Most of my visitors didn't know any of this.

When they stopped by to deliver a meal or meet the baby, most people asked the question we all ask of new mothers: "How are you doing?" I answered with the automatic response we all give when asked this question: "I'm doing okay," adding with a sideways glance and shrug, "Tired, but that's just how it is."

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"How are you doing?" It's a great question to ask when we see a friend on the street or sit down for coffee to catch up on life. But when we ask it of a new mother, we subconsciously ask her to take the complex period after birth, with its hormonal shifts and emotional ups and downs, and boil it down to one sentiment.

The postpartum period deserves a better question.

The reality for each mother is different, and the answer to such a simple question may be kept private for fear of making her visitors uncomfortable if she senses they expect a glowing new mother, drunk on oxytocin.

A better question for any visitor, or even if you see a woman with a new baby on the street, is: "How are you feeling, emotionally?"

This question doesn't just invite a response, it shows a new mother that you are ready and unafraid to hear about her feelings, whatever they may be.

It shows her you understand that she may be delighted in her new baby, but are open to the possibility that she is also feeling grief for her past life, sadness at the lack of support, disappointment in the grueling and unforgiving schedule a newborn demands.

This question is even more important today, where most women are not surrounded by a village following the birth of a baby. They may be alone, doing the hard work with just the help of their partner, or if they're lucky, close friends and family. They may have no space to process what's happened to them and so they begin the habitual process of setting themselves aside for the sake of others.

A few weeks ago I was at a friend's cookout. A woman entered the backyard with a newborn. She sat down and I watched her carefully, as I do all new moms since recovering from my PPD. Scanning for signs that she might be in trouble, or struggling to maintain a facade of togetherness. I didn't see anything, but that didn't matter.

"Hey," I said. "How old is he?"

"Two weeks," she replied, shifting the peacefully sleeping baby from one arm to the other.

"That is such a crazy time," I said, painfully recalling the chaos of my own experience at two weeks postpartum. "And how are you feeling," I ventured. "Emotionally?"

I didn't even know her name. But it didn't matter. I saw a flash of surprise on her face, followed by a faint smile radiating from inside her. And with the door swung wide open, we talked for a long time about what it really feels like to be a new mother.

So how are you feeling today mama, emotionally?


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Yes, it's called the giving season, but who says that “giving" always has to mean toys, clothes or just more stuff? Gifting experiences, from museum memberships to sporting passes, can give your kids more than just another object for their playroom. It can create memories, help build skills and provide fun for the entire family.

#TeamMotherly agrees. We asked what experiences you want for your kiddos instead of toys, and you happily told us. Here are some of the best experience gifts to give:

1. Children's theater season passes

2. Gift card to restaurant for the family

3. Trampoline jump passes

4. Zoo membership

5. Full session for new sport (gymnastics, football camp, etc.)

6. Trip to the bookstore to pick out new books

7. Local + national state park passes for a year

8. Plane ticket to visit someone special (grandma, aunt, etc.)

9. Pass to an art museum

10. Cooking class for kids

11. A farm stay

12. Tickets for child + friend for a local play

13. Pottery making classes

14. Out of country airfare + accommodation (if you want to be truly indulgent)

15. Swim lessons

16. Aquarium yearly pass

17. Subscription box

18. A train ride to somewhere they've never been

19. Musical instrument + lessons

20. Flower or herb seeds to plant a garden

21. Ballet classes + tutu

30. Gift for charity, let the child decide where to give

31. Miniature golf adventure

32. Indoor climbing excursion

33. Mommy + me music classes

34. Tickets for Disney on Ice

35. Passes to the local waterpark

36. A book bundle

37. Music class gift card

38. Camping gear for a weekend away

39. A hot air balloon ride

40. Subscription to Little Passports

41. Year fees for school

42. Whale watching day trip

43. Materials to build terrarium

44. Weekend stay at Great Wolf Lodge

45. Game night bundle

46. Season pass to attraction (Disneyland, Island of Adventure, etc.)

47. YMCA family pass

48. Movie gift card for the local theatre

49. Volunteer trip (Toys for Tots, food bank, etc.)

50. Donation to future college fund

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The nurses and my husband were pushing the stretcher as I tried to put some makeup on; I have always loved red lipstick and bought a new one for this special occasion. I want to look pretty in the pictures, I can not be seen with this face, I thought.

My brown skin contrasted with the white of the operating room—I was there because twins generally means it's high-risk pregnancy, so this was an extra precaution before starting to push. Doctors were ready; clean and sterilized. My husband was dressed as an astronaut and I? Well, I was disheveled, with huge dark circles and no sleep, but extremely nervous and excited.

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"Push, push, push," they said when everyone was set up, but I was just trying to get my hair in a ponytail. There is nothing glamorous about giving birth.

Labor began shortly before 11:00 in the morning. At 11:04, my daughter was born and by 11:07 my son arrived. The two of them were vaginal deliveries. No cesarean. It was so fast that I didn't have time to put makeup on or do my hair. I had no time to get picture ready even when I had spent 37.5 weeks waiting for this moment.

My daughter cried softly and my son was tiny. I could only hold them for a couple of minutes, just a short skin-to-skin hug before they were taken to the NICU. They needed more oxygen and some tests.

From the operating room, I had time to send photos to the family, give the good news on WhatsApp and post something on Facebook. Their dad ran behind them as they went to the NICU. I was left alone, but not empty. I was happy, proud and full of love; I don't know if the epidural was working its magic, but I was never afraid.

Then I was back in my room. A nurse bathed me, braided my hair and put a little makeup on my exhausted face. My mom came to see me, probably a little disappointed that the twins were not with me. Everything happened so fast. Just half an hour after the delivery, I was in a wheelchair on my way to the NICU to see those little strangers that had formed in my belly.

They were twins, but completely different. My daughter was a brunette, but my son was more likely to be blond; she was fully awake and he was sleeping. You could definitely tell that she would be the one with a strong personality and he would be the sweet mama's boy. They were two tiny individuals that grew together in my belly.

"I'm mom," I introduced myself in a whisper.

It was the second time they saw me and I made sure that I looked a little bit better this time. It was not the makeup or the hair, love made me look pretty and I was full of that wild and inexplicable new emotion.

Then something happened. It was just a second, a click.

We recognized each other and loved each other instantly. My mom told me about that "magical connection" but I never really believed it until I felt it.

I was a brand new mom with no experience at all (I have to confess that I even took classes to learn how to change diapers and use a stroller). And, of course, I didn't know what to tell them or how to lull them; there are no classes to prepare you for that. It was so unexpected that I, a writer and a journalist, was out of words.

I was so in love that I was speechless. They were so tiny and had so many tubes and machines on them that I was afraid to do or say the wrong thing.

So I sang. I sang every single lullaby in Spanish that I could remember while I rocked them to sleep. In the beginning, it was one by one, in their own rooms and then, together, one on each arm, like the family we've been since then.

I spent my first night as a mother away from them, yearning for them and missing them. I spent the second night in a larger room with no crib or babies. The third, the fourth and even the seventh—and others—I spent in the NICU, with them.

Our boy was still in the hospital and our daughter in my arms. I discovered the magic of motherhood amid pediatricians and nurses, pumps and tubes. But, even with all that chaos, I found true joy and the most frightening fear.

It has been five years now. Today they are no longer babies; they say they are a big boy/girl now. I know it's true. Where did the time go?

They have grown a lot, but they are still my babies; they can bathe alone and brush their teeth making circles as the dentist taught them, but they are still looking for my arms, my kisses, my touch and my words of love.

They think they need me, but in reality, I need them more. We're a team; we are family. We love each other, we accept each other, we challenge ourselves, we—almost always—like each other, we push ourselves to the limit, but with the same intensity we love each other.

I'm so blessed to have them in my life. I'm lucky and beyond. I'm so excited to walk with them in this life and I'm so thankful that they chose me to be their mom.

Larga vida, mis cachorros. Los amo.

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