You've got this, mama.
"That experience is what opened my eyes to this global tragedy. You know I did not know that women and girls were still dying in pregnancy-related complications all over the world. I had no idea," shares Burns.
Bell says that she grappled with some guilt over her decision to have a home birth in the aftermath of this experience.
But she says that looking back, she wouldn't do a thing differently.
Our doula Amy—calm, experienced, and a veteran of childbirth herself—was the right person to have at the helm.
The treasured story of how I became a mom, that pulls at me and pushes me every single day.
Like many moms, I had a birth plan, but that plan went flying out the second story hospital window when the maternity unit team informed me that I had an infection commonly contracted by women in labor.
I felt like he took my birth experience and placed it into a tiny box to check. Sitting there, I felt like I had my birth plan taken from me. I was powerless and devastated—for months.
Months after my son was born, after I had finally figured motherhood out a little, I began to cope with my trauma.
You would think almost dying would make me grateful for living—but it left me stunned and incredibly sad.
So I'm giving myself grace. I'm letting my mind and body heal for however long it takes.
I still call back some of the techniques I learned in hypnobirthing in my everyday life.
I will always cherish this experience with you.