Adding a fourth (or fifth, or sixth) baby isn’t just “one more.” It changes your family dynamics, stretches your time, and shifts your perspective on motherhood in ways you might not expect.
Everything is on fast-forward as you are asked to survive and thrive in such a short space of time. You watch them grow up one right after the other.
For the first time ever, everything shifted and I had to pour my whole self into one person, the one person who needed me the most.
There are so many incredible women who have succeeded at both 'insert job title' and 'mama.'
You will wake up every day a little bit braver than the day before. You’ve got this, mama.
I don't know how you did it all, but what I do know is that you're amazing.
But not in the way you’d think.
There are pieces of you still burning brightly within me. However, there are parts of you I had to let go.
Turns out, it’s a heck of a lot easier to have opinions from the outside looking in.
“Whatever you do child, do not let it be at the cost of your beautiful heart.”
I can't even tell you the number of times I've said to myself—okay, I am going to start putting my phone down at 9:30 pm and I'll get right into bed! Then, I am going to read for a half hour and go to sleep by 10 pm!
Despite what I have gained as a mother, what I let go of in my journey into motherhood is what’s most important.